Teeth

I woke up this morning in an angry rage, crying and throwing things.

This class I'm taking, 5:30-9:50 M-F? Horrible.

And by the way, friday is my 20th birthday.

My parents are away on a family vacation without me, the first in 20 years. Thanks class.

My boyfriend is away on a family vacation, spur of the moment in canada, where he gets roaming charges.

They'll all be back on sunday, two days after my birthday.

Also, my sister has been in Japan for the past 2 years, this being the third birthday of mine she's missed, not to mention high school graduation, first year of college, moving to an apartment, etc etc.



Is it wrong to feel miserably angry at all of them?
Is it wrong to fantasize about them coming home early to surprise me, boyfriend especially?



Is it wrong to believe that would never happen....

Murder by numbers

I, in my third year of college, am taking a summer course so that I may graduate earlier than schedualed.

In my first class, the professor played us a video. In said video, an elderly man told me that mixing red and yellow will produce orange.

Am I out of line to think that, maybe, just maybe, this course is a bit below me? Or, possibly anyone over the age of 4?

Mushroom

"Did you say pig, or fig?" said the Cat.

"I said pig," replied Alice; "and I wish you wouldn't keep appearing and vanishing so suddenly: you make one quite giddy."

"All right," said the Cat; and this time it vanished quite slowly, beginning with the end of the tail, and ending with the grin, which remained some time after the rest of it had gone.

"Well! I've often seen a cat without a grin," thought Alice; "but a grin without a cat! It's the most curious thing I ever saw in my life!"

Pizza Rolls

So late, and I'm up yet again.

My three-legged cat is keeping me company. He's a lunatic.

This year's birthday will not be the best one.

these things

depressed tonight.

Shower

Is it odd that I enjoy the smell of unwashed hair?

Perhaps it's a sensory memory.

Chef Tony

I stayed up until 6am last night watching infomercials on channels my bunny ears could recieve. Two seperate channels tried to sell me two seperate knife sets, two channels tried to convince me to order their cd aimed at healing depression, one channel was color bars, one channel was selling me this goo that strips up to 7 layers of paint off of any surface.

Woods, metals, plaster, small rodents, you name it.

ships have sailed

Today I realized that I have no idea how to make friends anymore.