Excrutiatingly depressed lately.
Excrutiating.
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My computer's been in the shop for three weeks now. Ridiculous.
That word. You know why I spell "ridiculous" correctly? Because once a huge asshole that I cared for made fun of me for spelling it wrong. Rediculous.
Besides the point.
I have a doctors appointment on friday, I'm afraid.
I spent sunday night alone in my closet, bawling, making calls that weren't helping.
Being ripped apart.
Hard to say.
I need a real friend.
I need to love myself, and I don't.
And it terrifies me.
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